i love blogging, even though i don't do it often... i am afraid i read more than i write, and because i am reading so many blogs - i am distracted to write! too many pretty pictures and entertaining words, ha!
right now i'm not in the right frame of mind... i don't know, to put any part of myself out there?
...i feel like anything i write from this point onward is going to be construed as highly negative and overly critical of myself... and come on, it's a blog. why should i have to worry about a blog? about how i come across on screen? it's supposed to be about what i enjoy, the occasional rambling of thoughts...
don't get me wrong, loads of bloggers have continued to post even through greater hardship than mine...
but that's not the way i roll, yo', i'd apologize for it... but that would be the opposite of what i am trying to achieve here.
so, for anyone that does read my blog... expect... well, have low expectations for a little while. give me a month at least... and maybe i can be human again. or maybe bionic.